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maximkovalenko) wrote2002-11-06 11:26 am
maximkovalenko) wrote2002-11-06 11:26 am
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Now for the personal section...
Autumn rain always makes me feel introspective anyway, and Chris Isaak has an enhancing effect on it as well.
Over the last few weeks I have been thinking about my future (job/employment wise) and have ultimately come to the conclusion that I really do not want to go into the field I am studying for.
As an adjunct...I realize that to go into a field that I do not enjoy simply to make money, no matter how good the money is, makes me a paycheck whore.
So far I have been fortunate enough to avoid this fate, however I have begun to realize that I am selling my personal integrity for food and shelter.
Goddamn it, there's gotta be a way to get paid and not sell my soul. I just don't think I'm smart enough to figure out what it is.
Autumn rain always makes me feel introspective anyway, and Chris Isaak has an enhancing effect on it as well.
Over the last few weeks I have been thinking about my future (job/employment wise) and have ultimately come to the conclusion that I really do not want to go into the field I am studying for.
As an adjunct...I realize that to go into a field that I do not enjoy simply to make money, no matter how good the money is, makes me a paycheck whore.
So far I have been fortunate enough to avoid this fate, however I have begun to realize that I am selling my personal integrity for food and shelter.
Goddamn it, there's gotta be a way to get paid and not sell my soul. I just don't think I'm smart enough to figure out what it is.