Thoughts on family

I just got done chatting with my sister via IM.  She's doing well and I am glad of it...she's getting ready to start her paramedic internship and I am proud of the person that he has become.

But looking back on it all...I don't really have anything to say to her anymore.  I have been seperated from that side of the family due to circumstance and choice for so long that I don't even feel like I am on the same planet any more.  I don't know if it is me....or simply life.  There isn't a hell of a lot of things I do know about it any more.  

I hope everything works out well for her in her life.  She has done a hell of a job and I am proud of her.  In the end though...I realize that neither one of us knows the other one.

And in the end I don't know how I feel about that.