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maximkovalenko"Seemed like the easy thing, To let it go for one more day
Like singin' the same old song, And twistin' the words
In a different way
Where did the magic go, I searched high and low
I can't find it no more, I can't get it back."
----"No More" Neil Young
I wish I was driving right now.
There is a part of me that always yearns to be away...at the very least to be out of the space my head is in and into something else. Most of the time I don't even know what that space or place is. But right now though I wish I was driving...cruising down a darkened highway in the middle of nowhere at about a hundred miles an hour. I want to leave civilization behind. I want to be someplace where I know that I am the only person for a hundred miles. And if someone is closer than that, they are just passing through.
A place is what you make of it I know....but no matter how hard I try to make the best of the place/space I'm in: I am always looking to somewhere else.
My biggest problem I think is that I have never thought that the real world was cool enough. It was never able to compete with the places I saw in my mind. To a very real extent this problem has plagued me all my life. I never really seem to learn anything in the end. I keep making this same mistake over and over. The worst part of this is that this syndrome is an integral part of what makes me me.
"All the troubles he's seen, seems like a dream
while he washes away his sorrow.
but either way, i can tell that he prays,there will never be another tomorrow."
----David and David
I see many people out and about as I live my life, and I wonder how many of them keep living simply through force of habit. I think that there are more of them than most people would think out there. I definitely think that there are more out there they would admit to themselves. Whether it is depression or unfullfillment...in reality I think that most people are like this.
And I think that if I asked them I would never get a straight answer on the subject.
Out of all the music I listen to...I am never not in the mood to listen to Crowded House. They never, ever disappoint. And I always feel like I understand exactly what they are trying to say.
Intelligence, and transcendance in musical form. All delivered with a very cool hand. I don't think that music can get much better, or more neccessary. The once religious part of me insists that if there wasn't a Crowded House in existance, some deity woul have found it needful to create them.
Which Member of the Endless Are You?
Go fig....
And on that note it is time for bed...
Like singin' the same old song, And twistin' the words
In a different way
Where did the magic go, I searched high and low
I can't find it no more, I can't get it back."
----"No More" Neil Young
I wish I was driving right now.
There is a part of me that always yearns to be away...at the very least to be out of the space my head is in and into something else. Most of the time I don't even know what that space or place is. But right now though I wish I was driving...cruising down a darkened highway in the middle of nowhere at about a hundred miles an hour. I want to leave civilization behind. I want to be someplace where I know that I am the only person for a hundred miles. And if someone is closer than that, they are just passing through.
A place is what you make of it I know....but no matter how hard I try to make the best of the place/space I'm in: I am always looking to somewhere else.
My biggest problem I think is that I have never thought that the real world was cool enough. It was never able to compete with the places I saw in my mind. To a very real extent this problem has plagued me all my life. I never really seem to learn anything in the end. I keep making this same mistake over and over. The worst part of this is that this syndrome is an integral part of what makes me me.
...
"All the troubles he's seen, seems like a dream
while he washes away his sorrow.
but either way, i can tell that he prays,there will never be another tomorrow."
----David and David
I see many people out and about as I live my life, and I wonder how many of them keep living simply through force of habit. I think that there are more of them than most people would think out there. I definitely think that there are more out there they would admit to themselves. Whether it is depression or unfullfillment...in reality I think that most people are like this.
And I think that if I asked them I would never get a straight answer on the subject.
...
Out of all the music I listen to...I am never not in the mood to listen to Crowded House. They never, ever disappoint. And I always feel like I understand exactly what they are trying to say.
Intelligence, and transcendance in musical form. All delivered with a very cool hand. I don't think that music can get much better, or more neccessary. The once religious part of me insists that if there wasn't a Crowded House in existance, some deity woul have found it needful to create them.
...
Which Member of the Endless Are You?
Go fig....
And on that note it is time for bed...
